.. UniSA Transcript ..

I got my UniSA Academic Transcript from H.I.C.T (formerly known as S.I.T)..
The transcript looks elegant and professional..
It listed all my results, for all papers taken for my Degree with S.I.T..
Again, remind me again on how I worked hard and study hard for the papers..
Rushing for assignments, rushing for exam revision..
Rushing for meeting, rushing for group discussion..
So busy, and i guess i seldom blog during that year..
Even stopped blogging for few months i guess...

Will take picture of the transcript soon, as the camera is not with me... :)

.. Blocked! ..

It is ridiculous...

They blocked the whole road..

They blocked the only way/road to my house..

They blocked the only entrance for all of the houses nearby.

They blocked by building the tents...for wedding...

There are only ONE entrance road to the houses in my residential...

They are so mean...

How am I going to park the car?

There are almost 50-60 family in my residential..

Just imagine all of them park at the entrance (before the tents)...

It's our house, what their right to blocked the way?

The government should not approve the permit to build tents, in the middle of the only way proceed to the houses..
So STXPIX~~~~ And it will closed for 2 days!!! Isn't ridiculous??

What can we do? Nothing we can do, because we are NON-MALAYSIAN!!
So it's time to do something now, VOTE FOR ROCKET!! or PAS or Keadilan

..: Funny? Irritated? :..

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: Waiting In Silence :

Hey you,yes you
You know that I love you and you know it's true
I tried to hide my feelings but it hurts me more
I know that you love her
but it's me BEFORE

Now my heart still hopes
that you would come to me
Yes,you made me feel that you love me,for so many times...
But you just let me believe and then you walk away--again..
I just want to cry when I think of how many times you fooled me

But even if how many times you do,
Why am I still hoping for you?
Do you still remember our meet that day?
I'm so happy that time..but I'm fooled again..know why?
I thought I'm the only girl that you wished for so many times,

But I've seen you with HER even more..
I just smiled and said to myself that I'm ok
Even though I want to shout and cry
I've been wasting my tears for you,for so many times
But I know that you didn't care

In the end of that night,I'm still happy
For I've shared a memories with the one I love
We talked of how the past passed by...
You ask me if I love you,
And I said "Yes-no,before"
I know to myself that I lied
but I just closed my mouth and I've heard you said
"Oh,were the same..I also loved you,BEFORE"

After that I just want to cry
But I just showed you a fake smile
I want to say that until now,I'm still hoping for you
I know to myself it's true

But then again I pretend in front of all the people
and especially to you..When I'm about to go
I've seen youtalking to HER with a smile on your face
I'm about to cry but then again,I smiled
As if I didn't saw anything
But deep in my heart,I'm crying

Why do I still hope for someone who still hopes for someone else?
I"m crazy,right?I passed you by wearing a fake smile on my face
You didn't even thought to say goodbye
I left that place because seeing you together hurts me more--again and again
Living in a lie and pretending I'm alright
Making others to believe that I don't love you anymore
And making you believe that
I just love you before..I will just love you here..in silence
Still waiting--even if I'm hurting
Maybe,I'll just wait for you here--yes,here..for you to comeback..again..

:.. Little Playboy ..:

There once was a boy too sweet to be a toy
He wanted a girl as pretty as a pearl
that would make his heart to beat
and his toes to curl

He met the one he thought was true
but broke his heart inside and through
He thought about being a toy
and started becoming the Little Playboy

Along came dolls
along came monsters
but he still stayed this Playboy
who was now joining the gangsters...

As time goes by
he started to cry
cause the one he wants
hasn't yet pass by

Along came a girl who was lost and alone
She found this toy and made it her own
His heart was cold and his emotions were old
But she kept the toy...
cause she knew he was worth alot more than just being everybodies Playboy.

She took his heart to make it warm
It was all tears, trembling and terribly torn
And on his breast she found these words:

"My love is for the angel-girl-toy
that will not break my heart just for her own joy,
so take my heart and keep it
for I dont want it back if you make with it

what the others did,
then...you can dig my grave and dig it deep
and plant some weed at my feet
and on my breast a bit of cocaine
to show the world I died in pain"