:.. Suprised Morning Call ..:

RING !!!! RING !!!! OOpppssss....it shouldn't be ring ring, cause i'm using a MP3 ringtone...Hahahha!

I'd received a morning call(when i was in the middle of dreaming-which i've forgotten once i got the news from the caller) from Raymond Theeban at appx. 7am. He's telling me that the result is out! WOW! That's really a news that wake me up, thats works even better than any alarm or a morning call from my mother in front of the door.

At last the release of the result on 14th July 2007 (7am) cure all my feelings, Nervous, Stresssed, Pressure, ^%@$#%$@*&!#^@(*$)(@$. Hahahhahaah!

I got the same result as the 1st semester ;

1) Communication for Information Systems and Technology (COMM 1053) D
2) Database Technology (INFS 2011) HD
3) Maintenance and Re-engineering (INFS 3006) D
4) User Interfaces (INFT 1004) HD

With average 6.5/7.0 GPA.

I'm so happy,as this is slightly better than what i'm expecting. Thank God. I really want to call mom, steph, and leong to inform them and want them to share this happy news with me. Hmmmmm....i belive there are still in their dream. Nevermind, i'llcall them them later on. Anyhow, the result will not run away.

Yehaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.. Nervous..

Nervous! Nervous!

I'm nervous waiting for the release date for exam result. I've been checking the website everyday, to make sure i'll be the 1st one to notice the release, and see how my effort paid by getting good result. Really hope it will turn out as expected. Not putting too high expectation, but at least the result that can make both my parents, both my sisters proud of. Sometimes, they said i pressured myself too much, that sometimes make me feel stressed.

Yes, i admit my expectation towards myself is quite high, i must pass with flying colours, i must be the best among the best, i must make them proud of me, i must let them know, i'm capable to do thing on my own, without burden them.

Sometimes, i might think, why i must be that independent, to settle and handle everything by own, making my own decision, paying my own school fees, work to earn pocket money, save money to buy cloths, must think more than twice before buying something, etc.

But i know, everybody will proud of me, if i success in future. And till then i will say "Its all worth it". Then i'll be happy on what i've been sacrified so far.

Please bear with me...i'll prove that i can... Malaysia Boleh ! Elaine Tam Boleh !

:.. New Air-Cond ..:

Yeah! I'll be getting new air-cond today.
Brand : Panasonic
Price : RM 1,080.00

I'm paying it my own money. As the room was too hot especially during afternoon. So can't stand of the heat, so that make me urge to get a new air-cond.

Maybe somebody will think i'm wasting money, but...its just pain for once, but can enjoy for longer term. "Long term investment", or "Short term pain, long term pleasure". Hahahahhaha!

~~~~~~~~~~Cooooolllllll~~~~~~~~~~

.. New Room..New Environment..

I got my new room, after my 2nd sister got married last week. Its a new environment for me, but more responsibility as i need to do house-hold alone (without may here sharing with me). Tha's why i mentioned new environment. Not yet get used to it, as leave me alone (daughter) in this house.



I will miss them for sure, and wish they will live happily and healthier with their beloved ones. No doubt, this questions has been raised from the relatives and friends "When is your turn to get married?"



Hahahah...And guess whats my answer to them " Oh...soon soon soon.....", which myself do not have any idea when. Sometimes, i might think marry is something i cannot think of, as ;

1) i'm still studying (no strong financial to support a new family),

2) i'm still young (23 yrs) - even thought i've been with Mr Leong for almost 5 years.

3) i want to have my own house and own car before get married (which none of them i'd achieved yet)

4) i ......i ........i'm not prepared....



Maybe sometime i feel envy to both of my sisters as they finally get to live with their beloved one, and start to develop their own sweet sweet family.....which is a dream for every women. But i will not marry a guy, if both of us are not prepared physically, mentally and the most important FINANCIALLY. Not Mr Leong's fault, but me. I have no confident until i get to start my own career and get to see my future. Now, i just can be a student, a girlfriend, and a daughter.



So.....maybe few years to come....2 years for me to get stable in my career, and 2 years to plan my future with my behalf. Hahahah!

Anyway, HAPPY WEDDING to both my sisters! God bless you guys!

:.. Who are we?..:

Can recognize who's nose is that? Can recognize who's mouth is that? Can recognize who's mole is that?

Sometimes its true when people claiming all siblings will have something in common, since all of them are coming out from the same place. Been in the same place for 9 months, and live with the same source of blood. Maybe my nose abit bigger, but the shape still looks familiar. Glad to have them here with me!